This us and our so called life

recently a lot of people got married around me...my bro also got married..my best mate..a few of classmates...my junior....aiyaaa...too many pictures to hang up on this blog...so decided not to put any...hehehe...recently have no idea to write ...been quite busy...work...family...friends...sometimes feeling like being on top of the world...sometimes felt like i just wanna lie down on my bed and sleep all day...hehehe...after naf got married..met her...looking so happy...tegong also looking so happy...tersengih2 je...mai n stapak wedding also very nice...eventhough mai look a bit nervous on the reception ceremony...mai looked like bollywood star la...mcm aishwarya...very sweet looking...urrgghhh...no idea to write la....
been reading lately...a book by preethi nair...the color of love...about a woman...who never tried to stand up for herself...just following..and accepting what other people wants..not what she wants out of her life...her bf betrayed her..she got so broken hearted...almost crazy..and so unhappy..so she decided to quit the job she hated..cause she's doing that to make her parents happy...and do what she really loves..then she met another guy..whom she got engaged..cause she just loose trust in the concept of love..because it fails her so badly...accepting him hoping that the relationship will grow into love...then she met another guy..whom she feel so attracted to..and maybe..he is the ONE...then her old bf wants her back..but she knows that she couldn't be with him anymore..huhu...very complicated theme...a theme of love...all kinds of love...london background with a touch of asian...not the sappy type of story...it seems realistic...to me at least...maybe next week should go to mph to look for another interesting story...

p/s : i know how the main character feel...you've loved someone..and one day you couldn't love him anymore...it's complicated...no matter how hard you try..you just can't love him the way you used to be...the feeling's not there anymore...if you think i'm cruel ...i think it is more cruel to let the other person hope..when you can't give them hope anymore..