This us and our so called life

Ramadan has passed..now syawal has come...this ramadan is very special to me...first time buka with my family after 4 years...in japan...also this year i spent sometime with someone that i love..someone that i hope to spend my entire life with...hoping that this relationship will turn into ikatan yg sah..sometimes soon...n we are working on that...

I was watching sepet on raya...and the question jason ask orked was..."How long does it takes to fall in love with someone?"...no one can truly answer that right?..cause it varies for each person...this person that i grow to love...abg iman..never crossed my mind that i will fall in love..and be in love with him...it happens too fast...but there was never any hesitation..no 2nd thought...it was weird for both of us...people might think that this is just a rebound...but it is truly not..it is something different..i think..this is what people call jodoh..u saw him in a new light so suddenly...n you knew you've found him..can people fall in love in a second?..maybe yes..for me n him..it was not love at first sight...neither me or him mengorat each other..it just happen..we were friends..but not good friends either..someone you said hi to if u cross each other's path..sometimes we work together as two engineers..no special feeling at all for him..n an event changed everything..

abg iman takes me as i am..not hoping for much more..or less...he accept me for who i am now..regardless of wutever happen in the past..he respect me as a person..as much as i respect him as a person..he trust me...n i thank him for that..as i trust him in wutever decision he makes..he cares about me n he always show it to me...he loves me..n that what makes me happy the most...ahhh...i know..people will say...we both are crazy in love for each other cause we had just started this relationship..maybe yes...but we are both ready to commit to each other...'this' is not a relationship that based on wait n see kind of relationship...we both know what we want out of this relationship..n we will try everything to make it last forever...some people might think we are rushing things..but is there really a reason to wait...as my neighbour said..marriage..love..is a process in life...if u wanna get married..u get married..u don't wait until u have lots of money,or until u have a car...or a house...when its time...its time...

this syawal..i'm truly blessed cause i had the chance to spend it with my family...n him...dah lama tak beraya di kampung..eat ketupat with rendang ala2...n rendang kerang...jeruk betik...so sweet n juicy...lemang rembau..so lembut n tasty...watch raya movie with my cousins..abg iman gonna come to my house beraya..so happy...aaa..too much in love...is it bad for your health ek?...after raya hope to post a few happy news here...please pray for me eh...may this relationship be blessed by all...please pray that this happiness is for forever...doakan supaya jodoh kami berkekalan ek...

assalamualaikum to all..selamat hari raya aidilfitri...maaf zahir dan batin...

p/s: special thanks to stapak n mai...because of both of u..we are together...thank u...