This us and our so called life

Assalamualaikum sumer...
Today is 3rd April...sudah 8 months pregnant...or 34 weeks..going 35weeks this week...melayari hidup as full time house wife...tentu ramai yang fikir...wahhh...ain mesti dok rilek2 jer kat umah...hehehe..memang la rilek...nak rehat tak yah ikut masa...pkl 12.20 sampai 1 ke...9.30 sampai 10 ke....tp dlm keadaan sekrg nih try rehat pon kdg2 rasa mcm tak rehat...everyday still wat house chores cam biaser...n though raser nak wat lebih byk..semakin cepat penat..aaarrgghhh...hmmm...gini rupenye raser org yang sarat ngandung...tak rasa tak tau...kalau megi kata kami tabik mat licin yg makan megi tuh...saya kata saya tabik dengan ibu2 yang dengan tabah melahirkan 2,3,4,5,6....dan lebih lagi org anak...sumtimes sbb dah jadik housewife wants to keep house in order...so nice...so neat...tp bole buat stakat terdaya...it is better to have a so-so home dr jeorpardizing my own n baby's health...ari tuh maybe straining to much energy ker ape...or just the fact my womb not so strong ke...panic giler biler tgk kuar cam piriod petang lepas kemas umah giler2...ari tuh maser doc kasik ubat to strengthen womb dah ok jap...so pregnant ladies or to be pregnant ladies pon...jangan strain urself to much...biar la org tgk kiter cam lembik or tak seaktif org lain...asalkan sumer ok...hanya nak live to others expaectation...bahayakan diri sendiri..penat ..rehat..ok..proceed...bukan masa late pregnancy...dr awal have to be extra careful of your body..

tapi..skrg try to walk around...gi shopping groceries ngan hubby ke..jalan2 jer je kat shopping kompleks...my tummy tends to hurt when walking too much...so jalan pon slow2...tak pernah terfikir yg berjalan will bring such uneasiness...sbb saya jenis yg berjalan laju...skrg jalan super slow...hmm...when my tummy hurts..doing other thing will hurt too...baring sakit...duduk sakit...ngiring sakit...berdiri sakit...masa tu terfikir...susah rupanya nak dapat anak ...mcm2 kene tanggung dulu..baru that bundle of joy arrive...n thought of other mothers yang lg teruk dr jibun..raser mcm i just fall between org yang time pregnant sgt mudah n org yg pregnant sgt terseksa...ader masa yg ok...ader masa yg tak ok...n bersyukur sgt...waktu tido pon ader sket lari...sgt susah nak tido....sampai pkl 2,3 pagi still terkebil2....dah ngantuk nak tidp lak tak selesa...bgn pagi mesti mata nampak lebam...sbb asek terjaga...n kdg2 nak kencing...gi toilet...

merungut jer ain nih...bukan merungut ...cumer bercerite...saya actually sgt thankful of this experience...just want to share..n dgn berceriter saya akan rasa lebih bersyukur kesusahan saya tak seperti org lain..mcm hubby selalu ckp biler saya rase tak larat..n uramayashi ngan org yg nampak ceria n aktif sgt time pregnant..."tak pe la...lain org lain...nasib baik tak sesusah org lain..ader yg kene dok hospital sampai bersalin....atau complication in late pregnancy.." thanks abang for being my strength...