This us and our so called life

huhuhuhu....saikin asek pikir biler nak bersalin nih...penat plak rasernye...( tak elok ckp cam ni kan...haaa...) this week gi check up doc kater servik dah soft...n laluan dah terbukak sket...baby punyer kepala pon dah engage dlm pelvis...next week cek up lg...tp doc kater entah2 leh bersalin before cek-up next week ( please...please...amin... ) kalau bole biarla baby lahir before hubby gi usm...kalau tak mendokusai na...abah kene antar gi hosp from klang...kalau hubby tak sempat sampai...kene plak nyusahkan abah pasal urusan2 hosp tu...aaa...ari2 ckp ngan baby..."keluarla masa abah kat sini...sblm abah gi usm"...agaknya sbb kepala dier dah masuk dlm pelvis...bila jln sgt la uncomfortable....kdg2 cam terasa ader bender keras dok gesel2 ngan pubic bone...tp..i have to keep on walking..keep on walking...punyer la nak suruh dier kuar cepat...haaaa...everyday jalan2 sana sini...mcm sumer shopping complex kat klang valley dah gi...utk berjalan...hehehe...jln tak le nak laju2 tp...berat sgt raser dah...ni baru doc estimate berat dier between 2.8 ~3.0 kg nih...org yg anak dier besar camne la...haaaa....ari tuh doc tanya nak tunggu sampai baper ari bulan...18 bole ke..?dah berpandangan ngan hubby...pastu doc gelak...pastu dier kater okla kiter tunggu sampai due date 10...tp pas cek serviks doc cam confident je bole kuar before 3rd...harap2 bole...( please2....doa lagik...) doakan la supaya baby kuar secepat mungkin eee...hopefully before2nd may...baper ari jer lg nih....