This us and our so called life

Like most people with babies who breastfeed...sometimes we intend to scurry for private places to nurse when our baby start howling hungrily...at first i thought looking for private place to nurse fareehah is easy...but then since we started going out here and there...i thought i might as well nurse her publicly...a screaming baby is not easy to be calmed unless she gets what she wants...her milk!!i don't even have any nursing shirt...huhuhu...though i do want to make a pair or two baju kurungs with slits on the breast so i can nurse fareehah more easily..i tried to give fareehah breast milk through bottle..but she won't take it when we were out...maybe she felt more comfortable with the breast since she is in new surroundings...places i've been breastfeeding her in public are:
1- KL Sentral ( fareehah 3weeks old )...near the komuter ticket booth...at the end booth...at that time another mother was also nursing her child..
2- sakae sushi - quite uncomfortable cause the seats are fitted very near to the tables..
3- tesco - bench outside the toilet...there is a nursing room ground floor...but when ur baby wails...u don't have time to run downstairs!
4- pizza hut - we get tables at a corner so i can nurse her more discreetly....

personally...i think mothers shouldn't have to leave a room of people just because they want to feed their child...by the time the we finished nursing..usually people have finished eating at the table...or have finished talking n move to new topic..or the sitcom we see have finished...it makes mothers feels being isolated more from other people..n lonely...before i was pregnant...i always look in awe at mothers who breastfeed at public...it looks beautiful..that is why i think i want to breastfeed my child too..although as soon as my baby starts crying ( she has a really loud voice..-P ) people will look at us as if saying "why are u bringing ur baby here if u know she will cry..?"...well who cares...should i just stay at home until she is one year old..?no way...i'm bringing my baby anywhere i want...haha..so i start looking for websites that support breastfeeding to cheer me up...found a few that are very informative...and supportive...such as
la leche league
medela
breastfeeding.com
susuibu.com

do go through it if you are breastfeeding...or if you are even a little bit curious about breast feeding..ok?